succumbing

succumbing to the pull
im reminded once again
the reason i made myself stay away


im still uable to come to an absolute decision
at times im so sure
but then at times i wonder if she's right

ive ceased the endless questioning
ive stopped the excessive demanding
because i know its of little use, little significance
but i cant stop my heart from hurting
because ultimately i know the end to this story

if only i was the author.