somedays

somedays she anxiously awaits a call, a word, anything

somedays she stares out into the big dark world and just dreams

somedays she goes about life in all its normality

somedays she just cries and curl up in her bed

somedays she sits and wonders about life, love and all her hopes and wishes

somedays she knows she should be doing something, anything but she just holds back

somedays she knows she should hold back but she doesnt and ends up hurting herself

somedays she sits and prays reallll hard for the wrong to be right for the bad to be good

somedays she just hopes.