waxing poetrical expressions

2 paths
2 decisions
both as hard
both as painful
both with significant heartache

wish i was anywhere but here
wish i was anyone but me
wish i was feeling anythin but this

i imagined the sunny skies
i imagined the clear blue clouds
i imagined the promising rainbow
i imagined.

a life not familiar
a life im not worthy of
a life i cant take part in anymore
a life; a life not mine.